To believe that Love exists,
Is to give Love a chance.
Is to give Love a chance.
Friday, September 5, 2008
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
start of september..
Oreadi its the 2nd day of Ramadhan. Things have been goin well for me recently. Im planning to go the full 30 days tis year arnd, coz last years' wasnt reali in my favor. Lets not proceed to that anw.
Lets juz go back to last Saturday.. Yes, i had the car finally, and went to drive my famz to jemputan at CCK. My distance cuzzie got married, and it came to realise that i havent seen her for ages since i was only in pri school. The reason; its too complicated lor.. hahah. It will never ends if i share. =) But it was reali nice to see her again, and shes happily married now. I tink i ever saw her husband sumwhere.. Jgn2 jual anggur tak? =P (Joking, cuz..)
Went out wif Salim, An(Mok), and the rest during the nite for supper and lepak'ing. Didnt bother to stay out too late coz of the next day. (See Post Below)
Sunday! Its Vert-Marathon day for Keppel~! And yes, i went.. Not to compete, HELLS NO! Hahaaha.. but to cheer on Keys, and the MAIN reason why im there, Nurul Ain Yazid~! I am reali reali damn proud of both of you for making it thru again this year, esp to Nurul. D, i tink u reali did put so much hard-work and dedication thru-out all ur tournaments tis year, and also for the Vert-Marathon. U deserved much more than juz a credit and a pat on the back. Thru the painful barriers, u stl kept pushing on. And that to me, u reali deserved to be the MVP! Seriously, u are an MVP in my eyes. But even so u didnt win it tis time arnd, im very sure ur gonna work ur way there next year. And im counting on it too. =)
Well we went out to eat aft that, but not b4 i went to take the car. Then we drove all the to town, expecting to eat at Village, but somehow the Heeren basement was closed so we cldnt reali decide where to eat, until Nurul mention Esteller. Since i havent eaten Indo food for quite some time, i agreed lor. Hahahha.. Then wen we entered Cineleisure, they were having the Best Damn dance comp, wich i didnt reali bother watching coz i knew SFB will sweep it off. hahahah! And i was damn rite! TOo bad u other suckers, ur juz not tat good yet.. LoL! Esp to the girl who fell trying to do the cheerleader thingy; i saw the effort, but juz dunt die in front of me. hahah.
Hmm.. aft the Esteller meal, me and Nurul caught up wif Keys and her Mr Z.. hahha.. Cant believe u guys took such a long time to spot us outside the shop. And thanx to D, i cant stop thinking of (Mr. Well Hung).. LOL! Tat was a cracker...! Wells, i tink mine is. *grins*
And then aft that, the TAKA chilling session. Reminds me of all the times we both spent most of our time there in the past. But it was great nonetheless, doin nothing most of the time. And the joking sessions are always the memorable ones beb! LoL... SHakespear?! hahhahha.. Crazziez~~!
But tat was reali fun, and we shld hang out again sumtime, the 4 of us. hahah..
That night dinner, we had Indo food again.. Nasi Ayam Penyet tis time. hahah.. dunt noe why but we will never get sick of it at all. Walau mcm mane pedas pun, i took it in. *punch air*. And D, the lil talk during dinner was a good one, i must say. =)
Oh yes, it was bowling aft that.. Hahaha.. I improved myself, but im sorie Dear.. perhaps its not ur day i guess.. the balls juz wunt go straight. hehehe.. But we'll have rematch until u puas k. ANd it can also train for ur bowling next year too.. ;)
Wells we met Yaya, Sham and Fizah aft the game. Headed to YPark to eat coz the working Sham is hungry. So everyone got their food, but i got bird wastes all over the car..! They pisses me off real bad, but i wld rather get outta that place fast than being attacked again. hahhahhah.
From there, i sent the girls back home first b4 sending Sham last, back to the airport for his duty.
It was reali quite a day that day.. It was sumting i reali missed such a long time. And juz by being wif u, Dear, it gets better by the minute. =)
Lets juz go back to last Saturday.. Yes, i had the car finally, and went to drive my famz to jemputan at CCK. My distance cuzzie got married, and it came to realise that i havent seen her for ages since i was only in pri school. The reason; its too complicated lor.. hahah. It will never ends if i share. =) But it was reali nice to see her again, and shes happily married now. I tink i ever saw her husband sumwhere.. Jgn2 jual anggur tak? =P (Joking, cuz..)
Went out wif Salim, An(Mok), and the rest during the nite for supper and lepak'ing. Didnt bother to stay out too late coz of the next day. (See Post Below)
Sunday! Its Vert-Marathon day for Keppel~! And yes, i went.. Not to compete, HELLS NO! Hahaaha.. but to cheer on Keys, and the MAIN reason why im there, Nurul Ain Yazid~! I am reali reali damn proud of both of you for making it thru again this year, esp to Nurul. D, i tink u reali did put so much hard-work and dedication thru-out all ur tournaments tis year, and also for the Vert-Marathon. U deserved much more than juz a credit and a pat on the back. Thru the painful barriers, u stl kept pushing on. And that to me, u reali deserved to be the MVP! Seriously, u are an MVP in my eyes. But even so u didnt win it tis time arnd, im very sure ur gonna work ur way there next year. And im counting on it too. =)
Well we went out to eat aft that, but not b4 i went to take the car. Then we drove all the to town, expecting to eat at Village, but somehow the Heeren basement was closed so we cldnt reali decide where to eat, until Nurul mention Esteller. Since i havent eaten Indo food for quite some time, i agreed lor. Hahahha.. Then wen we entered Cineleisure, they were having the Best Damn dance comp, wich i didnt reali bother watching coz i knew SFB will sweep it off. hahahah! And i was damn rite! TOo bad u other suckers, ur juz not tat good yet.. LoL! Esp to the girl who fell trying to do the cheerleader thingy; i saw the effort, but juz dunt die in front of me. hahah.
Hmm.. aft the Esteller meal, me and Nurul caught up wif Keys and her Mr Z.. hahha.. Cant believe u guys took such a long time to spot us outside the shop. And thanx to D, i cant stop thinking of (Mr. Well Hung).. LOL! Tat was a cracker...! Wells, i tink mine is. *grins*
And then aft that, the TAKA chilling session. Reminds me of all the times we both spent most of our time there in the past. But it was great nonetheless, doin nothing most of the time. And the joking sessions are always the memorable ones beb! LoL... SHakespear?! hahhahha.. Crazziez~~!
But tat was reali fun, and we shld hang out again sumtime, the 4 of us. hahah..
That night dinner, we had Indo food again.. Nasi Ayam Penyet tis time. hahah.. dunt noe why but we will never get sick of it at all. Walau mcm mane pedas pun, i took it in. *punch air*. And D, the lil talk during dinner was a good one, i must say. =)
Oh yes, it was bowling aft that.. Hahaha.. I improved myself, but im sorie Dear.. perhaps its not ur day i guess.. the balls juz wunt go straight. hehehe.. But we'll have rematch until u puas k. ANd it can also train for ur bowling next year too.. ;)
Wells we met Yaya, Sham and Fizah aft the game. Headed to YPark to eat coz the working Sham is hungry. So everyone got their food, but i got bird wastes all over the car..! They pisses me off real bad, but i wld rather get outta that place fast than being attacked again. hahhahhah.
From there, i sent the girls back home first b4 sending Sham last, back to the airport for his duty.
It was reali quite a day that day.. It was sumting i reali missed such a long time. And juz by being wif u, Dear, it gets better by the minute. =)
Monday, August 25, 2008
wat a monday..
feeling kinda 'light-headed' today.. literally. the feeling came tis morning ever since i got outta bed. And its been suckier by the minute. cldnt reali find the mood to work today, but somehow im in the office now wif tis pile of workload. and this blur visions are reali not helping me get thru the day.
Wells the weekend somehow was a much needed break for me. Batam wif the famz, juz wandering arnd, cldnt reali ask for much more. Had seafood and stuffs, but didnt reali do lotsa shopping though. And my lil bro cant stop bugging me bout the Olympics. SHeessSShh~!
Gonna be another bz, bz, and more bz week.. And yes, i am a workaholic, Nurul! =P
Gonna be another bz, bz, and more bz week.. And yes, i am a workaholic, Nurul! =P
ANd now i gotta go back to work..
Friday, August 22, 2008
its finally here.. the official license to drive. LoL! aft nearly 2 years of freakin effort, i'd succesfully obtained it wif flying colors! hahah..
Went to Kaki Bukit camp tis early morning to get my application form for Class 3 conversion. Then aft wich i had to make the schlong journey to SSDC to claim a lil stupid slip of paper, wich of coz is my temp license to drive b4 they post me the card though. JIMBRENG btul uh!
but nvm, at least the most impt part is tat i got wat i wanted hahahah.. yes, it is free license, but damned, i had to put alot of blood, sweat and tears juz to work for it aight. And not to mention thru unfavourable conditions as well man... *relieved sigh*
now at work, nothing to do.. so i tink im gonna play 9-ball first b4 work resumes.. LoL! Thats wat im being paid for too u noe..
but nvm, at least the most impt part is tat i got wat i wanted hahahah.. yes, it is free license, but damned, i had to put alot of blood, sweat and tears juz to work for it aight. And not to mention thru unfavourable conditions as well man... *relieved sigh*
now at work, nothing to do.. so i tink im gonna play 9-ball first b4 work resumes.. LoL! Thats wat im being paid for too u noe..
Thursday, August 21, 2008
updates lah..
the week is coming to a close.. FINALLY! Hell of a week lah. stl have to endure today and the half of tmrw.. Tsk Tsk Tsk~!
Had been working extra long hours since Monday, to cover up for tmrws' hours. Cause we all noe wats tmrw rite?! Muahahha! The LICENSE to Kill! So i'll be taking a half day off in the morning to retrieve my license at SSDC. Wich aft tat, i'll come to work by lunch. LoL! I need to work too u noe.. Cld have easily taken the long weekend break but im a workaholic! =P
Well, like i said, been working OT since Monday.. but its stl damn worth the OT pay hahahah... Dinner at Causeway Point aft work everyday, but everytime we ended up eating fast food all the time. Gentlemen, i tink we shld stop tis habit! LoL..
So yeah.. anw Salim invited me to head down to MOS tmr for some function. But from the looks of it, i might not go even though i wanted to. Saturday goin Batam beb, so i need the rest and stay afresh! Sorie man.. =) And im gonna have to miss the Suntec Dance semis too.. Shoot! Update me on tat pplz~! Hahahha...
"I am Titan, I am strong... No one wants to sing along~!"
Had been working extra long hours since Monday, to cover up for tmrws' hours. Cause we all noe wats tmrw rite?! Muahahha! The LICENSE to Kill! So i'll be taking a half day off in the morning to retrieve my license at SSDC. Wich aft tat, i'll come to work by lunch. LoL! I need to work too u noe.. Cld have easily taken the long weekend break but im a workaholic! =P
Well, like i said, been working OT since Monday.. but its stl damn worth the OT pay hahahah... Dinner at Causeway Point aft work everyday, but everytime we ended up eating fast food all the time. Gentlemen, i tink we shld stop tis habit! LoL..
So yeah.. anw Salim invited me to head down to MOS tmr for some function. But from the looks of it, i might not go even though i wanted to. Saturday goin Batam beb, so i need the rest and stay afresh! Sorie man.. =) And im gonna have to miss the Suntec Dance semis too.. Shoot! Update me on tat pplz~! Hahahha...
"I am Titan, I am strong... No one wants to sing along~!"
Monday, August 18, 2008
the slightest reasons..
another freaking boring weekend.. Great! Its juz so not me, ppl...!
i guess things have been too diff for me lately, i juz hadnt break outta my shell yet.
Maybe i will..? Maybe not now..? yet? Not ever..? I dunt have a damn clue. Pffftt!
"Live high, live mighty.. Live righteously.."
Mraz is always right with his words man..
Well anw, i'd been hoping to clear my head these days, and its never easy.
You cant juz, CLEAR ur head, not without killing urself in the process..
I dunt noe bout others, but im taking loads of time to do so. Deep scars.
Hmm.. to start off. i went to Suntec Dance ystday. Damn.. I reali miss all those sick moves man. For bloody 10 mths or so, i hadnt been getting the chance to watch them bust 'em moves! Totally smooth, all 'em crews. Met C.A. there, also Mahadhir and some old buddies of mine. Everything was pleasant ystday uh. Then aft taht, i actuali went to Explanade and guess wat i heard. LIVE MUSIC! LoL!! How i missed them so so very much all these times..! Its like back in heaven again. Kudos to all the groovy performers, and also John Molina! Yes.. The guy who indirectly inspires me to pursue my singing dreams wif his voice. Hahahha! Master! Gotta do tat often though. LIVE Music is juz me. I missed doin those. Sigh.. Actuali, i miss goin to Esplanade wif her, juz chillin, and listening to 'em performances, no matter how sucky they can be sumtimes. But its all good.. Its quite different ystday without her arnd. Maybe its the fact that wen im wif her, is wat makes it truly magical. It truly is.
Well, Monday blues today.. and the pile of workload on the desk. LoL! Another day in hell i guess. Working late again as per normal. Gotta work lotsa hours till Thursday coz i wunt be coming to work on Friday! Its License Collection day babey~!!! Muahahhahha...! Finally..!
Have been waiting for this moment a hell of a long time. For now, tats gonna be the one thing im looking forward to, tis week. This weekend, Batam wif famz.. A lil family outing aft a balls time, perhaps its about time lah actuali..
i guess things have been too diff for me lately, i juz hadnt break outta my shell yet.
Maybe i will..? Maybe not now..? yet? Not ever..? I dunt have a damn clue. Pffftt!
"Live high, live mighty.. Live righteously.."
Mraz is always right with his words man..
Well anw, i'd been hoping to clear my head these days, and its never easy.
You cant juz, CLEAR ur head, not without killing urself in the process..
I dunt noe bout others, but im taking loads of time to do so. Deep scars.
Hmm.. to start off. i went to Suntec Dance ystday. Damn.. I reali miss all those sick moves man. For bloody 10 mths or so, i hadnt been getting the chance to watch them bust 'em moves! Totally smooth, all 'em crews. Met C.A. there, also Mahadhir and some old buddies of mine. Everything was pleasant ystday uh. Then aft taht, i actuali went to Explanade and guess wat i heard. LIVE MUSIC! LoL!! How i missed them so so very much all these times..! Its like back in heaven again. Kudos to all the groovy performers, and also John Molina! Yes.. The guy who indirectly inspires me to pursue my singing dreams wif his voice. Hahahha! Master! Gotta do tat often though. LIVE Music is juz me. I missed doin those. Sigh.. Actuali, i miss goin to Esplanade wif her, juz chillin, and listening to 'em performances, no matter how sucky they can be sumtimes. But its all good.. Its quite different ystday without her arnd. Maybe its the fact that wen im wif her, is wat makes it truly magical. It truly is.
Well, Monday blues today.. and the pile of workload on the desk. LoL! Another day in hell i guess. Working late again as per normal. Gotta work lotsa hours till Thursday coz i wunt be coming to work on Friday! Its License Collection day babey~!!! Muahahhahha...! Finally..!
Have been waiting for this moment a hell of a long time. For now, tats gonna be the one thing im looking forward to, tis week. This weekend, Batam wif famz.. A lil family outing aft a balls time, perhaps its about time lah actuali..
Oklah need to get back to work now. Too many shitload! Later..~!
Friday, August 15, 2008
hey yeah..
have u ever been living a lie?
Simple Steps:
Go away for awhile,
Leave the door ajar,
And then watch helplessly as ur life flashes by.
AND pretend its gonna be alright again..
Simple Steps:
Go away for awhile,
Leave the door ajar,
And then watch helplessly as ur life flashes by.
AND pretend its gonna be alright again..
Thursday, August 14, 2008
this week..
Juicy news..?
Not reali.. the week went passed without me knowing. Kinda preoccupied wif lotsa stuff nowadays. Working is taking almost part of my life eveyday. Since Monday, i had been goin work xtra early then leave extra late! LoL! Nak carik rezekit kan.. And im expecting it the moment i signed tat contract.
Well anw, im taking things slowly nowadays. Hmm, she came back Tuesday morning and i was very much glad she arrived back safely. Been wanting to meet up wif her for dinner these couple of days, but shes always wif plans and such. Sigh. I miss her though.
So yeah.. i finally met up wif my old NS buddies again last nite @ Arab St. Juz 4 of us: Salim, Iqbal, Shidi and myself talking crap all thru the nite till bout 10+. All working man now, so must go back early beb. LoL! Went back, straight to bed.
Hmm.. im expecting another hectic day today at work. Though its the skool holidays, and the skool seems too empty, i can never get a break from this yet. Hahaha.. GG! (inside joke..)
I wanna eat out today... hopefully.
Not reali.. the week went passed without me knowing. Kinda preoccupied wif lotsa stuff nowadays. Working is taking almost part of my life eveyday. Since Monday, i had been goin work xtra early then leave extra late! LoL! Nak carik rezekit kan.. And im expecting it the moment i signed tat contract.
Well anw, im taking things slowly nowadays. Hmm, she came back Tuesday morning and i was very much glad she arrived back safely. Been wanting to meet up wif her for dinner these couple of days, but shes always wif plans and such. Sigh. I miss her though.
So yeah.. i finally met up wif my old NS buddies again last nite @ Arab St. Juz 4 of us: Salim, Iqbal, Shidi and myself talking crap all thru the nite till bout 10+. All working man now, so must go back early beb. LoL! Went back, straight to bed.
Hmm.. im expecting another hectic day today at work. Though its the skool holidays, and the skool seems too empty, i can never get a break from this yet. Hahaha.. GG! (inside joke..)
I wanna eat out today... hopefully.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
weekends..
havent been doin much updatings lately.. Almost nothing to update on actuali, but here's wat happened lately;
Thurs, 07 Aug.
Finally holding a job to occupy myself during the weekdays @ RP. Started last Thursday and its gonna take me till Oct end. Though it might be a temp job for 3 mths, i stl take it damn seriously. Reasonable pay for reasonable work. Juz sumting to kickstart my working life officially now. No more spoonfeeding man! A man's gotta do what a Man's gotta do....
Friday, 08 Aug.
Woke up very early in the morning to bid her a safe trip to Bali tat day. She'd been looking forward to the trip since ages, and finally shes there. Despite the issue, wich im sorry i cldnt be of any assitance, i reali reali hope shes enjoying herself there and feel better wen she comes back. Safe journey back, Nurul.
Well, other than tat, work was fine for the 2nd day. Getting more used to the things there so i tink i shdnt have any problem adapting. I never do have issues wif adapting. =) Seriously!
Saturday, 09 Aug.
Happy National Day, Lion City! Sorie i didnt get u a gift, but we pay taxes dont we? =P
I stayed home to watch TV the whole day (someting i missed doin for a long time!) and juz took the opportunity to rest at home. Too lazy to go out coz i noe its a massive packed day. PHEW!
Sunday, 10 Aug.
Bumming day! =)
Thurs, 07 Aug.
Finally holding a job to occupy myself during the weekdays @ RP. Started last Thursday and its gonna take me till Oct end. Though it might be a temp job for 3 mths, i stl take it damn seriously. Reasonable pay for reasonable work. Juz sumting to kickstart my working life officially now. No more spoonfeeding man! A man's gotta do what a Man's gotta do....
Friday, 08 Aug.
Woke up very early in the morning to bid her a safe trip to Bali tat day. She'd been looking forward to the trip since ages, and finally shes there. Despite the issue, wich im sorry i cldnt be of any assitance, i reali reali hope shes enjoying herself there and feel better wen she comes back. Safe journey back, Nurul.
Well, other than tat, work was fine for the 2nd day. Getting more used to the things there so i tink i shdnt have any problem adapting. I never do have issues wif adapting. =) Seriously!
Saturday, 09 Aug.
Happy National Day, Lion City! Sorie i didnt get u a gift, but we pay taxes dont we? =P
I stayed home to watch TV the whole day (someting i missed doin for a long time!) and juz took the opportunity to rest at home. Too lazy to go out coz i noe its a massive packed day. PHEW!
Sunday, 10 Aug.
Bumming day! =)
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
another thing..
giving up is never an ally
that sums up wat u expect me to do.
that sums up wat u expect me to do.
but whatever we'd been thru in the past,
plz never think less of me.
dejected..
ORD'ed yesterday..
Got a Job today..
Working man tmrw..
Supposed to be overjoy..
But numb.
Got a Job today..
Working man tmrw..
Supposed to be overjoy..
But numb.
the door is slammed shut..
'DO NOT DISTURB' hangs by the knob.
shall i knock, or juz turn and walk away..
im still standing at the doorstep looking at the floor
thinking if i shld juz wait..
till the door finally open.
'DO NOT DISTURB' hangs by the knob.
shall i knock, or juz turn and walk away..
im still standing at the doorstep looking at the floor
thinking if i shld juz wait..
till the door finally open.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Love Led Me To You
Such a cold morning greeted me
Such a lonely evening i'd been through
Last night..
I had been feeling all so down
When I realise you're not around
I cried..
Its tough to go on
Without you by my side
When I need you the most to
Take away this pain inside
Everynight i see your face
You came to me in my dreams
I miss you so...
How much more can i endure
Being without you i juz cant
I closed my eyes and pray
That you'll be back here someday
Back here with me,
With me once again..
I closed my eyes and pray
That you'll be back here someday
Back here with me,
With me once again..
Saturday, August 2, 2008
confuse..
somehow, someway..
my excitement and anxiousness is being overshadowed by confusion.
As much as im trying to shake it off, it seems stuck on me. I juz need an explaination somewhere from someone or anyone..
But fact is, im not prepared to hear it yet. Not wen it cld turn either way. My mind is off-balanced now, so i tink its best i focus on one single thing at a time.
And it have to start at Singfest!
Nothing else...
Singfest!
Friday, August 1, 2008
what a week...
Been quite a good week...
Sunday 27th
I got Punk'd! LoL! Never saw something like tat coming to me.. Was juz supposed to be a friendly date, turns out to a homecoming-cum-belated b'day surprise by the Siloso Beach! Reali, tat was something. But the highlight of the day have to be the Luge rides tat nite! Totally having fun, juz the 7 of us there. Thanx a million ya guyz, esp to my dearest Nurul. =)
Monday 28th
Didnt do much tat day.. Juz went to babysit dear coz shes on MC. Accompanied her @ home till she has to go out and meet her relatives. LoL! I cant believe i havent watch Art of the Devil b4. Not on sequel of it. But since u said it was awesomely gross, im not gonna miss it again. HAVE TO WAAATCH!!!
Tuesday 29th
Head down to P.S. to catch up wif Shamil. Applying for some guitar classes bro? Hahahah.. I swear who looks like a freaking girl wif those long hair. But then its not the first time others commented tat to him. SOrie dude!
Anw headed straight to JW aft tat to watch some soccer training. Reali, never play wif Myanmar guys... They'll play without remorse. And if u happen to be the keeper wen they shoot, time to Pray hard to GOD he stl wants u alive man. LoL! For the girls' team, need more collaboration wif each other. CEH!
Wednesday 30th
Went to dad's school. Dont ask. Juz to finish off some stupid document. =)
Thursday 31th
Again, went down to watch soccer training at JW. Well i can safely say that they are ready for the Sunday tourney. Esp the girls team coz they are reali putting tremendous effort to work as a team. Proud of them, and reali proud of my Nurul too. Stevie-G lah kirekan.. =P
I wish u guys the best for the tourney, and go KICK, KILL!!!!!
Sunday 27th
I got Punk'd! LoL! Never saw something like tat coming to me.. Was juz supposed to be a friendly date, turns out to a homecoming-cum-belated b'day surprise by the Siloso Beach! Reali, tat was something. But the highlight of the day have to be the Luge rides tat nite! Totally having fun, juz the 7 of us there. Thanx a million ya guyz, esp to my dearest Nurul. =)
Monday 28th
Didnt do much tat day.. Juz went to babysit dear coz shes on MC. Accompanied her @ home till she has to go out and meet her relatives. LoL! I cant believe i havent watch Art of the Devil b4. Not on sequel of it. But since u said it was awesomely gross, im not gonna miss it again. HAVE TO WAAATCH!!!
Tuesday 29th
Head down to P.S. to catch up wif Shamil. Applying for some guitar classes bro? Hahahah.. I swear who looks like a freaking girl wif those long hair. But then its not the first time others commented tat to him. SOrie dude!
Anw headed straight to JW aft tat to watch some soccer training. Reali, never play wif Myanmar guys... They'll play without remorse. And if u happen to be the keeper wen they shoot, time to Pray hard to GOD he stl wants u alive man. LoL! For the girls' team, need more collaboration wif each other. CEH!
Wednesday 30th
Went to dad's school. Dont ask. Juz to finish off some stupid document. =)
Thursday 31th
Again, went down to watch soccer training at JW. Well i can safely say that they are ready for the Sunday tourney. Esp the girls team coz they are reali putting tremendous effort to work as a team. Proud of them, and reali proud of my Nurul too. Stevie-G lah kirekan.. =P
I wish u guys the best for the tourney, and go KICK, KILL!!!!!
Saturday, July 26, 2008
things happening..
It has been 3 days since i got back, i havent fully set myself arnd yet. Probably bcoz i stl think bout Brunei. Honestly it has become a part of me too, but cant decide whether good or bad. Rite now, i juz wanna concentrate my heart and mind rite here!
23rd:
I got back home bout 3-4pm. Totally knocked out but manage to be online and basically do nothing but stare at it. Hahha.. Fell aslp sometimes on the keyboards, but luckily i didnt drool on it or else..! LoL! And tat pretty much sums up that day itself.
24th:
I went back camp to do my FFI. It took only bout a couple of hours then went straight home, cant reali figure out wat to do. Waste of time tat FFI! Stared at the lappz again, till she called me out to meet for movies. Well i was sure hell were excited to finally see her in person, moreover spent the rest of the day wif her. So we met, then had a long walk to M.Sq where we book Dark Knight and had a good dinner. Dinner was great actuali, but Dark Knight reali sums up the AWESOMENESS of the nite! Full of Brilliance.. Aft tat show, i sent her home, and went back aft that to call it a 'nite'.
And b4 i forget to mention, i reali hope she likes the gifts i presented to her. (Romantic tak..?) =P
25th:
Caught up wif Salim, Mok and the rest of the awesome guys! Reali, they are reali something man.. Had a great nite ystrday, thankz dudes! And basically, that was the only event that took place. LoL! Sad rite...
26th:
Well originally i wanted to catch up wif her for the day aft her work and all. But due to some unfortunate turn of events, we didnt meet. But it was all right. She had to took care of sumting, wich i stl feel terribly bad for trying to force her out wif me. Sorie Aru.. I didnt mean to sound selfish. I respect what u stand for aight.
Well, i juz went ahead to Suntec to watch my great pal, Shamil, perform for the HeritageFest thingy. The performance was short man, but the waiting killed almost everyone! Hahaahha.. Sorie Bro..! Then he had to run to do another show @ Khatib. Wich means i had to leave straight home, wich i did and here now typing. And that pretty much sums up everyting till today. All im trying to do is pick up from where i left it and smile! =)
Sigh. But actuali, deep inside, im feeling down.
If only ppl cld tell, huh..
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
im back!!!
Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey Hey..!
Ho Ho Ho Ho Ho Ho HoHo!!!
I'M BACK AND COOLER THAN EVAAAA!!!!
LOOK OUT WORLD! I'M HITTING TO THE STORES NEAR...
YOU!!!!
YOU!!!!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
amberPac
I know it's not enough to say I'm wrong
You know that I will miss you now you're gone
I know it's not your life to see this through
Just know that in my heart, it beats for you
So leave a little note for me behind
I swear I have to know the reasons why
This won't survive
But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one
But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world undone
I want to be your only one..
And now it's not the same with you away
Just holding onto hope to save my days
I won't survive
So just stay with me tonight, and try
But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one
But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this war unsung
I want to be your only one..
But if you fall back into my life
I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside
Telling me to be your only one
But if you fall back into my life
I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by
I could never leave this world undone
I could never leave this war unsung
I want to be your only one..
Courtesy of Amber Pacific.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
sighing..
Hell of a day yesterday was. A total disastorous day. TOo many turns of unfortunate events, so many bad news to adapt to. Its juz freakin stressful and depressive for me to take. And juz got to noe Dad was warded into hospital a few days ago but thank God he's orite. Was discharged earlier tis morning.
Woke up tis morning wif a fever and totally bad headache. Luckily got the day off from work which i solemnly need. So took the time off to update things online. This is my big break aft a long time.
But somethings missing. I'd been feeling depressed and empty, and even incomplete for sometime now. Its too hard for me to tink of wat it is. But i noe i dunt want tis. Perhaps im bothered, tat i worry or think too much but HECK! Its alot to bear and it wont juz slipped away as though nothing will happen. Someone else will bound to see the clearer pict as wat im seeing.
Im not asking too much.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
...well.
damn.. its been a mth since i actuali updated tis tings. too many things happened thru tis process. but i dunt reali noe where to start. lol.. (its always the same thing)
well anw, i juz got a chest x-ray the other day at the hospital. Nothing serious, juz a sore. it went way back from a lil accident 3 weeks ago while playing soccer. Got knee-capped to the ribcage/chest area. cldnt breathe for 2-3 seconds then got evact to the Med-ctr. But im orite now, the x-ray films showed no signs of trouble. juz need to endure the sore abit more there.
hmm.. yeah and the back-to-back training frames started. its gotta be a hectic mth. lotsa shitload coming up.. oh and yeah, an old fren's here.. but i still havent met up wif him to chat. probably soon b4 he goes back home.
btw.. got news tat my tour will end slightly later coz my replacement got delayed. dunt noe the exact date yet. but i have a hunch i might be spending my b'day here. sigh... and lol!
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