Thats us here in Brunei, all gearing up for Hari Raye Haj~! Juz miss them all back in Singapore.. Here we have MOST of the amazing bachelors, so if theres any interested parties plz do call.. he accept Paypals, Credit Cards and Cash!

hey hey civilisations!!!

muahahhaha...! im back for the moment. basically tings are picking up pretty well here in Brunei. its nice here. except for the weather and the slow pace, everyting else is juz orite. alot of u guys might be wondering how im here doin. its orite i guess. its been a mth now, and im not complaining much bout the surroundings and frens here. its like big crazy happy family, from the way i look at it. though its noting compared to home, i feel quite homely here. i mean, i have almost anything i need here. the others are a diff story of coz. i wish i cld explain more, but i'll do it another time. for now, u guys juz keep tagging me and i'll get back aight.. peace out!

One Day Remains...

Tmrw's the day.. Yikes! well i guess one day remains for me to enjoy it here.. so i tink tis is wat the feeling is like to be serving the nation, but without being in ur country! Oh wells, a Man's Gotta Do What a Man's Gotta Do~! Ok tat line earned me 9 mths away from home though... LOL!

Anw, tis past few weeks i reali enjoyed my time wif the family, my relatives, frens, my best bud, my dearest and some old frens too. Juz a lil more memories to be storing b4 i fly off. THough i wld like to have spent more time, but wth time is never anyone's ally.

So even the less time spent, still wanna let the bunk guys noe tat BRAVO rules! and u guys are never forgotten. For my best bud, im expecting to see ur CD out by the time i come back aight! And the rest of my close frens, i'll simply miss u ppl and hope to see wen i get back!

Lastly my Angel!
Strength is wat lies inside of u, so i need u to let ur inner strength be ur fren for tis time we gonna spend away from each other. No doubt by, im reali gonna be missing u loads, and tinking of u everytime! It not easy... Its never easy anw to be leaving and not in tis manner but remb wat we'd talked bout all tis while. I noe i'll see u one last time tmrw b4 my flight. I guess i juz leave it to tmrw k..

ticking down...

well tis is it almost it.. time is ticking away and im less than a week to spend time here wif family frens and loved ones. im feeling more and more anxious bout it. i've been spending time wif almost everyone i noe, juz to catch up wif them for at least the last time b4 i fly off, and of cos not hoping it wld be the last. frankly i nvr thought of tis feeling till today. damn! juz imagine, couple of weeks ago i didnt noe bout anything till the news came smacking rite to my face. oh well, reality check man! surely i dunt tink its tat bad.. saying farewell to ppl here for 9 mths isnt tat much of an issue rite. its wat im benefiting from there is wats impt. anw, likewise, tink im juz gonna hang arnd here bit more..

as the time comes...

well it isnt reali such a hype week.. nothing much to brag bout. it was meant to be my last week in camp anw. i got the whole 7 days leave tis upcoming week and i havent thought much bout it yet. Juz so maybe im not so eager to fly off juz yet.. Yeah for those whu dunt noe yet, im leaving soon. Leaving for Brunei for 9mths, and i havent plan wen i'll come back. Its part of my SAF Overseas attachment, so yeah.. dunt reali have much of a choice, though i'll look forward to the experience there. Started to realize how much i'll miss home, family, friends and even my Nurul. I noe it'll come down to tis one day. Never thought it'll be so soon. And it had to come down to Ramadhan.. Im sure i'll miss Raya wif my family and frens back home! But im also sure it wunt be that bad rite..? I mean perhaps theres always a pros and cons for everything. But juz wat wld it be for this......

Aft all tis....

its been too long since i did tis rite here.. theres been too many things happening anrd me these past few mths, i dunt noe where to start. I'll juz update on the important ones in my life.!!!

[SINGFEST 2007]

I went to SINGFEST last mth.. It was way off the chart i tell u. 100 bucks for 10 kick-ass bands performing their hits here in Singapore! Damn, it was worth every penny i spent man. Juz me and my Aru, rocking our asses off from 1pm till 1 am.. YEAH \m/! If u guys didnt catch it.. U ppl missed the single best greatest show alive!

[BOATMAN COURSE]

Oh yeah for all of u noe i juz finish my 3 weeks boatman course under the SAF.. its part of the training for me to go for my overseas posting as driver/boatman in Brunei. Yea alot might be wondering why in the hell i need to learn a freaking boat wen im a driver. Frankly, i dunt noe but all i can say is, i had tons of fun outsea, and training to operate the aasault boats itself. But the tedious part wld always be the launching and de-launching of the freaking heavy assault boats. PHEW! Trust me, u dunt wanna be the one doin all that if ur those weaklings who cant take the weights under scorching sun for hours. And im out-tanned myself there. LOL!

[J DA's PERFORMANCE/ABG KHAIRIE's BBQ PIT]
Last week i saw my best buddy a.k.a my best guitarist performed @ Esplanade Waterfront! Wif his new band J DA (a.k.a Danielle), they simply rock the whole house down! Nice work man.. Glad u made it tis far, even for the fame or fortune. I noe u'll keep doin tat till ur fingers cant take anymore plucking of the strings. LOL! So aft the whole performance, we head back to Changi Beach where we stayed over the night for Abg K's bbq. Plenttyy of delicious food and fun ppl arnd so it wasnt that boring aft all. Screaming and noise-making in the mid of the nite was still our trademaq! hahahhhakz.. End of the day, we juz glad we got home safe and sound, to sleep the whole day!!! lmao...!

joy cazem~!

frankly im not in the mood for anything tday.. cant explain. its juz im over-restless these dayz but come to ting of it i didnt even do much these week! might be the freakin weather or perhaps sumting bad is gonna happen or sumting. argh screw it..! anw today cannot mess anyting up. Meeting my babe later to catch Simpsons Movie. so im expectin a cool show wich hopefully wunt disappoint.

arghh.. juz pissed i got my weekends cut out short coz of duty on sunday. i lack of rest, PROPER rest! i need at least 24 hours of sleep to replenish my everything! lol.. thats pushing it abit too far yes i noe.

sigh... Singfest!

BRO'S WEDDING!!

Syukur Alhamdulillah..! Finally my brother got married on Saturday 21st July 07. Was such a memorably special and hectic day wif hundreds of guests of family and friends attending to the wedding. First time for me to see my brother being reali happy and so too my parents. Ceremony, food and the hadrah was great. except a lil complain for the choice of music by the DJ for the day. Cld have been better though.. I kept my end of the bargain for, i did my Silat Pengantin for him as promised. Everyone says i did good.. Of coz i did Silat long time ago. Anw the whole ceremony wasnt mine so everything shld be bout him and his beloved wife, Kak Tina! Selamat Pengantin Baru Bro! May u are bless wif all the joy and peace and happiness till the very end..! Anw i'll upload the pics for u guys wen i get the chance.

To Syawla!

Well i did up the new skin and put up this song as a tribute to one of the greatest local band in our music scenes ever! Too bad i didnt get to catch them as much before they split.. But still i appreciate wat they had done to our local music industry and so i hope it wld actuali spurn more local bands to follow their footsteps and rock it on as long as we live. So Thnk u Syawla Evol and thank u to the fans who made them possible. Syawla Evol wunt be forgotten! \m/

Hectic weekkah! (July 8 - July 15)

Its been a reali super-duper week..! Had my birthday on the 10th last week and though it was not wat i reali expected, it did turned out reali well in the end! Camp guys planned a birthday "BASH!" but due to some last min thingy i escaped.. Muahahahkz!! Then i slipped thru, and went to had a birthday treat from my beloved dearest @ Swensen's. And believe me ppl, wen i say tats my first time in 21 years, i ate in Swensen's. Hahaha.. so anw we went to eat at Causeway Point. Had tons to eat plus desserts and in the end we managed to stuff it all in. She gave me a funny but cute gift. A new 'REVOLTAGE' wallet wich i had always wanted, and 2 other plushies! I cant thank her enuff.. Love you hun! So the nite for us ended wif playing games @ the CP arcade..! We'll never grow up LoL! Lotsa cool new stuffs arnd so we gave them a shot.. Aft tat wen back to camp for me. Kwang Kwang Kwang~!

So the few days aft tat didnt reali happen much.. its only on book-out day that i went back home to be greeted by everyone at home with a birthday cake. Well indeed its mine and my mum's birthday too! Yes, our birthday falls on the same day!!! So my dad ordered pizza hut feast for us to enjoy as a family. the feeling was super! hahha..

So b4 tis birthday week ends, im gonna finish it up wif catching Harry P. @ Marina Sq, then a nice dinner perhaps wif my dear.. but the most suckiest of all, back to camp @ nite.. lol!!

In memory of...

Christopher Michael Benoit (1967-2007). One of the best and my all-time fav sportsman arnd. It was such a tragedy to lose sumone of his calibre in WWE industry, and might as well be a huge loss to the business itself. A dedicated family man, and one of the inspirational wrestler to step into the ring since WWF first started.

I was shell-shocked and saddened to find of him and his family's tragic death. Dear told me thru the fone, but i was somehow abit skeptical bout it. She told me it was homicide as well as suicide. It turns out true aft all. Investigations still goin on why he did wat he did to his family and to himself. I admire his character and as a man himself. Heck, it was juz 4 years ago i met him here in Suntec City for meet-and-greet session, and at Indoor Stadium when WWE came down to Singapore for a show. Nice fella, sporting character but still toothless on the frontside. Heheh.. Took pics of him, though. ANd he was again schedule to come down to Bugis tis Friday for another WWE Promo. Wat a shock to all the fans who was looking forward to seeing him ther, including myself.

Too much to say bout Chris, but too lil space to do so. BUt all im hoping is he will be in a very safe and happy place wif his family, and his very best fren Eddie Guerrero up there sumwhere. God Bless Benoit!

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Ima rich crazy mutha-ass-kicker tis week!!! Muahahhahkz!!! Thanx to my pops and mum..! ENuff said.!

Dad's Day~!

Well its Dad's day... and yes thats my dad wif my mum on a family dinner last week. (i cldnt attend coz of duty.) I miss them too much oreadi. Must have been my unluckiest week ever. Aft a whole straight week in camp, i didnt get to see my family at home nor sambut my lil' bro from the airport last sunday, from his 11 days trip to UK. Today i got home and my parents wern't home coz they left for KL tis morning. i dunt noe wen they'll be back, but i noe definitely i wunt get a chance to see them again tis whole week coz im booking in camp tis aftn.

Sigh... only managed to talk to my mum on the fone tis morning saying she's otw to KL oreadi and she left food to eat at home. and yeah my siblings are at home. glad to see my lil' bro back home safe and sound. i felt regretful coz i cldnt get to catch the family dinner wif them and the rest of the relatives attended. My uncle from malacca came down too, but i didnt get enuff time to spent wif them. now im lacking family time too. tis coming week wld be my outfield driving exercise so i reali cant return home for awhile until friday i tink. DAmn! am i that miserable ppl.... i cant tink of any positivity to write bout here. aft 2 weeks of not updating, tats the best i can do to post out my feelings! Sheessh..!! Sigh~ Argh watever!

well it seems today cld be a pack day.. lotsa tings to do and tings to buy now tat my wallet is wee-bit fatter. at least tis is the day im looking forward to. yeah and decisions had been made due to those whu even bother to read and care bout wat a fucking life i have to write in tis crappy piece of blog shit!

yeah gotta miss a dinner gathering wif my uncle's family whu juz came from melaka, thousand apologies to them reali. its kinda last min to change my plans to go out today actuali. well, though i felt bad, i still gotta make up for it man. but at least gotta chance to visit them late last nite. oh watta heck rite.. but i juz gotta squeeze my freakin neck for not buying my dad anything for dad's day!!

aft a long weekk...

Sheesh.. wat a week. Away from my blog due to camp, and so much werk to be done! Then got range for 3 days next week. DUH! at least i got time to do these stuffs at home. Tired and restless, more of like fatigue. i cant update much coz i need to go out again aft tis. its 11pm man. well i have to, so i gotta go anw. Im now stuck on an issue here tat i cant solve and its not cool tat i have to be stuck in tis sticky situation. decisions are always tough to make but hell! its killing me inside out here rite now. too many tings to tink bout. too lil time to make that freaking decisions out. i juz need rest. hope it gets better the next day.

its a friday oreadi.. and im home resting. wtf? sigh but cant reali bother to do anything today. gt back from ystrday's camp duties. freakin boring to do duties on holidays man. juz sucks the life outta ya. then tis morning went to Alexandria horsepical to get my gum stitches out. my teeth feels better actuali. at least now i dunt end up still wif a freaking swollen face dude. and luckily enuff i got off from camp today so that sums up the stupid day i had ystrday plus tis morning. lol.

i kinda was looking thru the new paper in the train tis aftn.. then suddenly a man boarded from tanjong pagar came up beside me to read my papers. tats freaking rude man! he was literally putting his fingers tugging and trying to read the papers. but of cos wasnt deliberately, but yeah still.. i cld have sworn i wld have nudge him right smack in the face if i was less tired. i mean get ur own papers asswipe! its only 70 cents. all that for Sports section. oh yeah, Man Utd signed Hargreaves, Nani and Anderson! cool! ok tats out of the point ther. =o)

on tis day...

well... feelin fresh today! first up juz got a new haircut man..! LoL! it feels good and lighter on the head. and personally i tink its much more worth it rather than paying near to 100 bucks juz to get ur hair done for nearly 4 hours. *tsk-tsk*.. sorie, no offence to those willing to do so. *grins*
Anw check the pic out.. it was snapped at some museum in Genting. Beware of falling books! LoL!

ANw i tink today has some mix feelings for myself. Gladly im meeting Aru today though only fer short while, but unfortunately here is where i have to go back to camp at nite.. after 8 LONG DAYS of MC!! Sheeesh.. to make matters worse im on duty on the holidays again. wattta bitch! hahaha.. Nvm, wunt mind anw. at least tis weekend will be a blast i hope and definitely enjoy my weekends out. i dunt noe wat and why im doin all these even wen im freaking broke man.. can life be any beserk than tis?! Hahahha!! i need my pay! but i cant wait for July to come fellas! lotsa event coming up... Anw thanx my sis for helping me out ystrday wif the blog. i tink im happy wif it now.. damn im sleepy oreadi. wanna take a nap! *poof*

My love of my life...! And no, thers nothing wrong wif my freakin eyes man.. i juz squint it smaller tats all. lol.

F**K!

Hahha.. i noe tis is pretty shitty man coz its my first post. LoL! the previous blog was passe' so i guess its my way to start over. but yeah im wondering myself why i took so long to do it. i mean, its not that hard, juz that my own time doesnt permits me fellas. Well here i am actuali trying my best to perhaps create sumting here, but also trying not to forget to update always. u noe being in NS kinda suck so i guess THAT cld stop me updating once in a while. Hate it wen i always end up tagging other ppl's blog but do noting bout mine. Fact is, i dunt noe wat to write bout myself... LoL! i guess the only happening thing recently is the KL/Genting trip we went that was creating such a Hoo-Haah all over the net and everyone especiali. well, it was nothing creepy, juz terrifying to say the least bout the outcome of it but yeah, enjoyed it much. Many sories' to my dear, my adik and the rest who kept pestering me on and on to at least do sumting bout tis blog. and yeah, finally i see a meaningful life for myself and that will actuali help me out here. but be warn uh, my own life is not reali bearing fruits or blooming flowers... it may not be nice or fun or happening to say the least. i can juz let out wat i tink is rite even though it may somehow offend others.. Wait a minute! THats wat i do best actualy!!! Muahahhahhaakz...!! Hmmm... lemme see how to edit some stufffs here and there. I'll get back to updating wee bit later... later!!