amberPac

I know it's not enough to say I'm wrong

You know that I will miss you now you're gone

I know it's not your life to see this through

Just know that in my heart, it beats for you

So leave a little note for me behind

I swear I have to know the reasons why

This won't survive

But if you fall back into my life

I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside

Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life

I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by

I could never leave this world undone

I want to be your only one..

And now it's not the same with you away

Just holding onto hope to save my days

I won't survive

So just stay with me tonight, and try

But if you fall back into my life

I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside

Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life

I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by

I could never leave this war unsung

I want to be your only one..

But if you fall back into my life

I'd spend every night waking up to the beat I hear inside

Telling me to be your only one

But if you fall back into my life

I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by

I could never leave this world undone

I could never leave this war unsung

I want to be your only one..

Courtesy of Amber Pacific.

sighing..

Hell of a day yesterday was. A total disastorous day. TOo many turns of unfortunate events, so many bad news to adapt to. Its juz freakin stressful and depressive for me to take. And juz got to noe Dad was warded into hospital a few days ago but thank God he's orite. Was discharged earlier tis morning.

Woke up tis morning wif a fever and totally bad headache. Luckily got the day off from work which i solemnly need. So took the time off to update things online. This is my big break aft a long time.

But somethings missing. I'd been feeling depressed and empty, and even incomplete for sometime now. Its too hard for me to tink of wat it is. But i noe i dunt want tis. Perhaps im bothered, tat i worry or think too much but HECK! Its alot to bear and it wont juz slipped away as though nothing will happen. Someone else will bound to see the clearer pict as wat im seeing.

Im not asking too much.