18th Nov.

Work begins to stink.. Just that phase where doing the same thing over and over again, isnt really the same feeling anymore. And its getting reali tiring, that it makes u sick of anything at all. Damn restless, all i can sum up. Shit! I wish i have a car right now, so i juz hop in it and whiz arnd to wherever i wish to go. But at the moment, anywhere else juz sounds fine. Problem is, i got no freaking car. Sheeeshh...

Its NOVEMBER alrdy, and i seriously think the days juz keep passing by in a blink of the eye. Looking at the damn calendar, i'm thinking how long more i have to work here. Not saying that the facilities and pay isnt good. Just that its energy-draining when u have to wait for things to happen. Sigh. But i stl gotta work, to save up for school enrolment. Come to think bout it, i'm scheduling myself to start next coming February but my mind's like not prepared at all. I need to alter my braincells abit, get into the study groove once again. I know, that this time arnd, i have to get thru my education phase. I SO DAMN NEED IT! I lost out so much to everyone, just because i had to be some place else than here, a year ago. And right now, i think its my time to catch up, real quick. I dont care how i do it, i juz have to! Thats my main aim for 2009! I'm planning early, so deal with it aight....!

Speaking of 2009, looks like its gonna be a pretty busy, busy start for me. January, my cuz in Melaka getting married during the CNY holidays. So expect another kecoh2 family/relative trip back to Kampong for that long weekend. And yeah, driving there again too. Then come February, we are set on HK for a getaway. Better make sure its finalise so that i can put aside my expenses for that trip, on top of my school fees. Ummar(my cuz), might be joining so lets make it a happening start for him, and ourselves for the new year aight.. I also might be expecting my NS guys to be planning a trip for ourselves too, but that one remains to be confirm yet. (And hells no, i still wont drop the idea of heading to New Zealand).. Insya allah, by next year or by 2010. Thats part of my life's aim! And i will persevere to make it happen too.

Hmmm.. i almost forgot that Zoukout is right arnd the corner! If i go, it wld be my very first time going to an event as big as this. So, looks like i might be heading down there this year ppl. And for the record, this will be my BIG break. LoL! 13 Dec, here we go...!

Oh wait, i almost forgot... my lil bro's birthday is coming up real soon. Hmm, ok i seriously dont know wat to get him this time arnd. I missed his birthday last year so... maybe i'll think of something he had never seen/heard/done/gotten before... hahah.. I cant really make up my mind now, but i will, soon. Hopefully.